Going Home

Oh where have you been hiding
In a boy named Arc
In a land faraway
With no reality to bother

Oh what have you been wishing
For a brother named Aether
And a land faraway
With bloods as your shelter

Counting down from an unknown sum
Running away from the the number one
Hiding in a land faraway
With time, as it stopped to move on

Cursed for having a bliss
To never thought of reality
Believed in a land faraway
Somewhere deep in your hidden mind

Closing one eye to the real world
The closed eye whispered another
Faintly heard, a land faraway
Glowing from the distance

And there you're a hero of season
Having all the things you've ever wished for
A wondrous lie, that land faraway
You'd never wish to bid goodbye

But there's time, drawing the lines
Of what ages forced you to left
Hard to leave, this land faraway
For a beautiful dream, one must admit

Oh where have you been playing
As a boy named Arc
A playground called a land faraway
Where you never want to come back home

Let Me be Myself

Just a small step at first
Never realize where to go
But here am I walking too far away
Don't know how to go back

Just a change from way back
Never realize how much it destroy
But here am I no longer the boy I knew
Don't know how to grow back

Tell me how to get back
Through this pitch black horizon,
this endless illusion that keeps me changing
Tell me where to get out
From this me I don't know,
cause those memories keep fading away
Those memories keep fading away

Just a path I once tried
Never know where it ends
So here I am in a world I don't know
Never know a way back

Tell me how to get back
Through this pitch black horizon
this endless illusion that keeps me changing
Where to get out
From this me I don't know,
cause those memories keep fading away
Those memories keep fading away

Doesn't know who am I anymore
Cause things just different from what it should be

Tell me where to get back
Through this pitch black horizon,
this endless illusion that keeps me changing
Where to get out
From this me I don't know,
cause I don't want these memories to fade

But these memories keep fading away

No Longer A Fairytale

And the power of words
Visible when those which written
Has became a bright reality
Or a painful truth

And the power of tales
Can be heard when what was spoken
Has became a painful truth
And no longer a fairytale

Dancing Flames

Will it be okay to move on?
When the candle that used to stand tall
Growing smaller by the ember he lit

Will the lights keep shining on?
As the wind blow your fire gently
Stole the flame away from a worn out wick

Will it blown this time?
The small flame I lit
The music I played, the words I wrote
Will it burnt right now?
The shrinking wick
The talent, the gift He gave

And will it be a pitch dark sky?
When your candle is running out

This World's Fairytales

Yeah in this world there's no wicked power.
No colorful magic nor fiendish beast.
Only talents and abilities that created us.

And did you noticed 'me'?
When you closed with other you lose this abilities
You wrote, you sang, you play, only when you're lonely
Hoping you won't feel lonely when it's done

And did you remember 'me'?
When you promised to never do what you wanted to do
To love, to share, to laugh with others
Knowing you'll feel lonely when it's done for

Then said what did you thought about this words:
Void, time, space, life, season, death and matter
Don't deny the fact that you're feeling
lonely, nostalgic, missing, solemn and tears

Making another self
To ensure you won't miss their smiles
When they didn't miss yours

Oh will you choose your so called 'power'
The talent, the abilities
Or choose the 'happiness'
The tears, the loneliness

A Letter for Myself

Dear me
If you haven't realized what you were blessed with
Than hear the voices around you saying:

"You have an extraordinary white skin"
"A nicely carved fingers that dance"
"And a pair of deep brown eyes"
"With a light built which never gain weight"
"Deep within a marvelous brain to use"
"And a beautiful face even if you're a boy"

Dear me
I do realized what I was blessed with
But I hear the voice from my heart saying

"A white skin you often scratch"
"A finger, used only for typing and nothing else"
"A pair of eyes, broken and wear these glasses"
"And a light build that never used for playing"
"A brain that soaked with lack of study time"
"And a face that rarely smile a true smile"

So tell me "me"
Is having this body is a bliss
Or the 'bliss' have come to the wrong body

Guidance

Don't you believe in something
A thing you never knew
To bring smiles back to your live
The smile you never knew

Have you heard of something
A thing no one have heard
To wipe the tears from your live
The song you've never heard

To lead you a way out from this unending fears
And help you up and dry up your tears

And if you were there please say the prayer
Cause today is the last I can bear
If words can say what do I feel
And songs can sing what doesn't real
And if you were there please say the prayer
So the world can be what we want it to be

Have you wish for something
A thing you never saw
To make the world worth to live
A world you never saw

To lead you a way out from this unending fears
And help you up and dry up your tears

And if you were there please say the prayer
Cause today is the last I can bear
If words can say what do I feel
And songs can sing what doesn't real
And if you were there please say the prayer
So the world can be what we want it to be

If I can open my heart to see what's inside
Putting fears and tears aside for a day or two
So the world can see what they forced me to hide

And if you were there please say the prayer
Cause today is the last I can bear
If words can say what do I feel
And songs can sing what doesn't real
And if you were there please say the prayer
So the world can be what we want it to be